Gratitude

Today I wanted to focus on the good things in life. Life has been hard and there seems to be a cloud of darkness that is constantly roaming. My depression has made its grand appearance and for me it manifests in sporadic crying, anxiety, lack of energy and socializing becomes taxing. It is necessary for…

Keep It Moving…

Working out… I HATE working out! That’s another reason I’ve gained so much weight over the last 8 years (75 lbs. at my heaviest). I used to go to the gym and do yoga everyday. One day I was in a bad car accident and I tore a muscle in my leg and that was…

Luna Suni

In the midst of this hectic year, I decided to fill a void in my life by means of a German shepherd puppy. It has been the best decision I’ve made. I named her Luna Suni. Luna means moon and Suni means good and happy. She is the sweetest and smartest puppy I have ever…

Give me love…

What is necessary after a physically taxing workout? Maybe some stretching or icing the body, a massage and some nutritious meal. You take care of the body. Having the same concept in mind let’s think about a relationship during a fight. We can agree that fights are taxing to both people in the relationship. Both…

Dear Diary – day 1234…

The last few weeks for me have been so trying. Life’s jabs have hit some tender areas. Regardless I am doing everything in my power to maintain my view on the positivity around me. Reading the bible has been a great comfort to me and in keeping peace within. While I was praying I earnestly…

Reasons to be grateful…

Day 1 I woke up I came to a job that I love Coffee on this chilly morning so sweet and creamy I received a package from amazon earlier than expected. Goofy conversations with my sister Buying a gift for my oldest sister Fajitas with rice Day 2 I woke up I was finally able…

I feel pretty…

On days that I am lacking motivation and self confidence I practice self love. I put on a nice dress (because it’s the easiest way to put an outfit together lol). Then I put some makeup on, not because I feel like I need makeup to be beautiful, because I want to do something out…

Him…

He was shielded from the blessings of love. He was taught that love meant to hurt. He was shown that love equals pain, and along she came. She ached to show him the blessings of love, to show him that screaming at the one you love is not the same as screaming “I love you”…

My thoughts…

My life is far from perfect. I suffer from insecurities and self doubt. Maintaining a positive lifestyle is easier said than done. It requires every ounce on my being sometimes. When negative thoughts come I evaluate them. Where did it come from and why do I feel that way? I try to understand my feelings…