Gratitude

Today I wanted to focus on the good things in life. Life has been hard and there seems to be a cloud of darkness that is constantly roaming. My depression has made its grand appearance and for me it manifests in sporadic crying, anxiety, lack of energy and socializing becomes taxing. It is necessary for…

How’s it going…

If I am being honest… Last week was tough for me. I was not motivated to eat healthy meals. Even though I didn’t eat out I did not cook the healthiest meals. I still managed to lose half a pound but I know that I could have done better. I also had 2 days where…

Keep It Moving…

Working out… I HATE working out! That’s another reason I’ve gained so much weight over the last 8 years (75 lbs. at my heaviest). I used to go to the gym and do yoga everyday. One day I was in a bad car accident and I tore a muscle in my leg and that was…

Pandemic # sigh

Well… I’m not gonna lie. I gained 20lbs during the pandemic. I was afraid to step on the scale but I did and I felt so sad. I looked at myself in the mirror and hated what I saw. With things opening back up and the possibility of being in social settings my anxiety began…