Him…

He was shielded from the blessings of love. He was taught that love meant to hurt. He was shown that love equals pain, and along she came. She ached to show him the blessings of love, to show him that screaming at the one you love is not the same as screaming “I love you”…

My thoughts…

My life is far from perfect. I suffer from insecurities and self doubt. Maintaining a positive lifestyle is easier said than done. It requires every ounce on my being sometimes. When negative thoughts come I evaluate them. Where did it come from and why do I feel that way? I try to understand my feelings…

Time

I have completely neglected my website. This makes me feel so disappointed in myself. Let me tell you what I have been doing with my life. I have been extremely busy at work and consumed with emails and spreadsheets. Paperwork! I’d prefer not to talk about it, heehee. When I get home I am so…

Untitled poem

I glance outside from my second story window, I can see how gentle the wind sways the leaves on the tree. Back and forth, back and forth. I can hear them rustling with every breeze. I feel a peaceful sadness, as I watch from inside. How beautifully free, coming and going as it pleases, this…

Sensitive…

I feel my depression creeping in on me and my sensitivity has been oh high. I keep doing what I can to not let those negative feelings dominate my life. I’m writing this post to show everyone that even though one strives to live a positive lifestyle there are moments where we aren’t so positive.What…

Rain…

It’s currently raining so beautifully. The thunder is so loud and strong it’s rattling this old building. The rain is falling so hard, you can hear it thumping against this old metal roof. When it rains I yearn for lazy days in bed watching movies or pajama parties with my sisters watching chick flicks and…

Dear diary

This month has been a little difficult for me. I have been so busy at work and at home that I have been struggling to keep my life in balance.  Work. We are short handed at work, needless to say, I had to divide the extra workload with my supervisor. I worked nearly 50 hrs…

The art of smiling…

In my journey to find happiness, the best decision I made was to practice smiling. I had been in a very dark place in my life. I lost myself and I forgot who I was. I woke up and went to brush my teeth and realized that I didn’t smile anymore. I looked at my…

“Dealing” with my significant other…

People ask me how I deal with my husband when we are having disagreements. Let me start by saying that we both had to learn and continue to learn how to effectively communicate. One of the things I try to do is listen to what his point is instead of listening just to find my…